Sunday April 5th, 2015: Someone New

Another gleam of light has appeared, this one I'm feeling a bit uncertain in regards to circumstances but so far has left a good impression. A complicated circumstance but there's potential and for once I found someone who seems to like me a little more than I do them. I'm eager to know more about them, to know of what clicks and what sparks, and at the very least be distracted from life's approaching troubles. My season is almost up, my troubles will arrive if I don't do anything soon...an issue I'll resolve in due time. But for now I'm happily distracted again and hopefully with someone who'll draw closer instead of putting me just barely at arms reach. A more mature soul but who's also trying to make something of themselves, we're both imperfect and that's perfect. Happily distracted, but I'm tired of distractions I hope this will push me into becoming a better and more fulfilling person or at the very least a worth while experience that I'll learn much from. I'm tired of the hurting, of the people who are out to torment my heart again and leaving me to pick up the pieces. I'm happily distracted with someone new.