Wednesday, May 6th, 2015: The curse of balance

Today I discovered just how beautiful a woman can be, someone who I am falling for at the same rate as she is for me, no need for words when we can speak louder through affection, and she makes me so happy. I want her, desire only her, to spend all the time investing in her...I am smitten and this makes me happy. But with every happiness comes trouble and stress. I watched him struggle with breathe, my old friend Ku passed away right before my eyes, I could do little to save him and only watch as he struggled to release his last breathe and then...he was gone and again I remain unable to help him as I had on the day I watched my father pass away. I miss him and I miss my friend. With great happiness comes stress and trouble, the curse of balance. Is this really what God had intended?