It has been awhile and by awhile I mean years since I've last visited this webpage, even more since I last posted. Not sure what happened there or why I suddenly stopped. It served as a way to channel thoughts and emotions, I suppose now I'm needing that again. Since then there has been a lot of changes...and constants, to fast forward a bit from that past--> after several crushed and broken dreams later I find myself working within a Sushi joint as a Dishwasher and Delivery driver, moved back to Tampa after almost living a year within St. Pete all so I could live closer to family. In all honesty I was making much more at my old job but it cost me the time with family, sometimes months would pass before I could see them again all because they scheduled me too many hours. So it's lesser pay here but far more better working environment, our customers are locals and regulars instead of the 1-a year tourists as was in my old job, it's not as terribly busy, a private owned restaurant with a small kitchen and dining room. It's a great working environment, at least how I'm perceiving it for now. I really can't afford to think differently of it as it's my only source of income. And that's where I currently am.
Today was eventful, in that we were busy, a lot of things happened that caused immediate changes and my faith within work to be 'questioned.' I believe two of our servers got fired both whom I enjoyed dearly, they were sweet hearts. But I think I'm cursed, as silly as it may sound it seems that every time I find myself either attracted or developing a crush for another associate- they either get fired or quit. And I have nothing to do with it as I am a very passive coworker, minding my business and focusing on getting the job done but they just keep leaving. This is the 6th time this has happened, and just when I was looking forward to another workday with them just to have the pleasure in being in their company- voosh- they're gone. I think God hates me. -sigh-
